Boy Trouble!

So I know I said that I was done with boys, but one of the boys in my recent life (blog) has taken over my thoughts.  I cannot get rid of the thoughts of him and it is killing me.  The bad part about all of this is that he seems to not give a single f*** about me.  Or maybe I am overreacting.  We don't text as often, we barely do the normal stuff we used to, and we are always busy.  I can't help that I am forming a crush.  This is happening to me quite easily because we go way back as friends.  I do not want to fall for him and get screwed like corn.  I am over here thinking "oh how lovely would it be to do this and that and see this and that...with him *twinkle eyes*."  No, absolutely no!  I will not be the only one with a crush.  I absolutely hate having a crush and having there be no possible way he can be all mine.  There is something even worst about this situation.  I want to tell him how I feel, but I can't because he says he doesn't want a relationship.  If that is not friend zoning then I don't know what is.  For once on this blog I have no help to give.  I'm so very sorry *sobs in the background.  At this moment in life I need someone else to give me advice on what I should do.  Right now I am waiting for summer because there will be more free time, but that is extremely hard to do when I can't even finish my homework at a normal time because of my distracting thoughts.  I have also tried to think about others such as celebrity crushes or other cute guys, but nothing is working.  When I fall for a guy (like truly fall...like a serious crush), there is no getting out of that zone.  I do not have time for this.  I could seriously be pimpin down the halls of school like "yea guys I am single and ready to mingle," but I can't do that because the state of mind that I am in makes me think only of him.  At this point I am ranting and rambling so I will stop and end this before I go too far off topic.  Good luck to those who have a possible formation of a crush like me!

Sincerely,
True Predictions (no prediction right now though)!

New Obsession

I need a new obsession.  I know I'm over all the guys and focusing on my work and all, but I'm slightly bored during my free time.  I'm sure the obsession will come soon enough.  They always come right after one obsession ends because that's what teenagers do.  For now, I guess I just chill still.  I sound like an addict.  I should not be posting half asleep late at night.

Sincerely,
True Predictions!

Free Time

I rarely get free time to just chill alone. Recently I've been making time for that. Like today for lunch I went outside and sat on a bench swing and all of last week for break and lunch in school, I found a new place to be alone and sit and think. It's made me more calm and collected. I feel like a hippie without the presence of weed and soothing music. The time spent alone is the time I cherish for my junior year. My advice you all you girls and maybe some guys out there is to cherish your time alone and if you get that time, make time for it. Even if it's only five minutes. 

Sincerely,

True Predictions!

That One Couple

There is always that annoying couple. I'm talking about that couple that stays together for a long time, BUT in between break up a million and one times. And it's not the fact that they break up every week. It's the fact that they tell you about it via social media. Like on twitter the girl will say something like, "I think this is the end," but then the next day they are all like, "I love him so much." Like OMG we know y'all aren't done so don't give me your sob story. It's even worst on Instagram. They will take down all pictures of them together and change their bio from "Bobby Sullivan I love BS since 4/7/14" to "life is too short to waste time with people who don't care." The bad thing is they actually think people care when we are all rolling our eyes at the stupidity. My advice is, if you're in an on-off relationship, STOP TELLING THE WORLD EVERYTHING!

Sincerely,

True Predictions!

Conformity

I'm trying to conform or explore another clique. I've never been the one to conform to just one group, but ever since this new school environment I have been stuck in the same group. I don't necessarily like this group (the people are cool), but I can't stand people for a certain amount of time and they are not really my type. I have yet to figure out the advice I would give, but I'll figure it out eventually. Hopefully soon!

Sincerely, 

True Predictions!

Recap

It has been quite a long time since I've posted so I must give you all a synopsis of the past couple of weeks. Basically I can not keep a guy for a long time, but I do not fret for I know there are many fish in this sea of boys. I'm planing on swimming until I find my soul fish. Of course I won't be one of those loose fish that wants to suck up all the water from their thirst and bring in all the fish then poop them back out. I will be that fish glancing and the nearby fish in every school of fish until one catches my eye. Yes, one eye because fish cannot see straight on since their eyes are on the sides of their face. My point is there are no more J or the long lost friend. My advice is to not be sad for a lengthy period of time because ain't nobody got time fo dat (yea I just said that...get over it)!

Sincerely,

True Predictions!