One time I was talking to this guy and he had told me he liked me and I told him that I liked him. One day we were texting and we decided to give each other a rating from 1-10. I gave him a nine, I believe, and then he responds saying I was a solid seven. The amount of anger and fury that pulsed through my body was real. I wanted to punch his face through the phone. He then goes on to explain that he doesn't believe anyone is perfect. I understood that, but why the fuck was he making me average when I believed he was extremely hot. I was depressed, pissed, and less confident that night and on top of all of that I wanted to punch my crush and make him feel pain. I did not show my anger through the rest of the texting conversation that night. Recently we started talking again, as friends, because I could never date that douchebag. We bring up the rating again and this time I do not rate him. He again rates me as a seven and my frustration and anger comes back as a deja vu moment. After his rating I then tell him my rating for him and gave him a seven as well for his basic ass and for pissing me off and for his personality. I now realize that one should never return to a lost love because they are still the same as before.
Sincerely,
True Predictions!
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