So I know I said that I was done with boys, but one of the boys in my recent life (blog) has taken over my thoughts. I cannot get rid of the thoughts of him and it is killing me. The bad part about all of this is that he seems to not give a single f*** about me. Or maybe I am overreacting. We don't text as often, we barely do the normal stuff we used to, and we are always busy. I can't help that I am forming a crush. This is happening to me quite easily because we go way back as friends. I do not want to fall for him and get screwed like corn. I am over here thinking "oh how lovely would it be to do this and that and see this and that...with him *twinkle eyes*." No, absolutely no! I will not be the only one with a crush. I absolutely hate having a crush and having there be no possible way he can be all mine. There is something even worst about this situation. I want to tell him how I feel, but I can't because he says he doesn't want a relationship. If that is not friend zoning then I don't know what is. For once on this blog I have no help to give. I'm so very sorry *sobs in the background. At this moment in life I need someone else to give me advice on what I should do. Right now I am waiting for summer because there will be more free time, but that is extremely hard to do when I can't even finish my homework at a normal time because of my distracting thoughts. I have also tried to think about others such as celebrity crushes or other cute guys, but nothing is working. When I fall for a guy (like truly fall...like a serious crush), there is no getting out of that zone. I do not have time for this. I could seriously be pimpin down the halls of school like "yea guys I am single and ready to mingle," but I can't do that because the state of mind that I am in makes me think only of him. At this point I am ranting and rambling so I will stop and end this before I go too far off topic. Good luck to those who have a possible formation of a crush like me!
Sincerely,
True Predictions (no prediction right now though)!
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